There are a lot of things that I want in life. I want a good salary in a career I enjoy. I want to travel more. I want to have a dog someday that gets to run around a big, fenced in yard behind a house I own. The list goes on....
But, before I get the things I want, I realize that I should focus first on what I need. (in no particular order...)
1) I need an education. So, I'm pursuing one. I recently completed my Associate's degree and now I'm working on a Bachelor's. Finally...
2) I need to be healthy. So, I joined the Y, started eating healthy foods and reasonable portions, and set fitness goals for myself. I feel better than I ever have in my entire life and it's just the beginning for me.
3) I need God. I have always been really aware of this. Lately, though, I have become hyper aware of it. This could be because I have a somewhat pessimistic view of the world right now and I have a sense that staying closely connected with the Lord is a really good idea. So, I'm getting back into church and reading the Bible and, generally, just talking to Jesus more.
4) I need relationships. This is the hardest one for me, to be honest. I'm not very good at connecting with other people. I tend to stay inside my head too much. I want to be authentic with people and I want close friendships, but I find myself over thinking it and being awkward. I need to read some self-help books about making friends, maybe. :)
What are some things you need? What do you want?
